Uk trip finished

I  have soon been home a week now. Well since tuesdat late but well I have been too tired / too lazy to update it. I had a real fun time in UK though. First day (wednesday) we went to Eden a shoppingcentre and just looked around. Sarah bought some dvds and stuff. We also met up with Jonny (Sarahs bf) and after we had done some shopping we went to a movie. Something called Dragonball or something. Really not my cup of tea, but well the guy was pretty hot lol.

Thursday it was time to travel of to Heaven and The rasmus. We picked Sarahs friend Emma up and then we went by train to London. Em was a cool girl and we got along pretty well immediately. When we arrived there first we got to pizza hut for something to eat and then it was time to stand in line for the fopp store where they would play an acoustic gig as well as sign. We waited about 4 hours. We spend time talking and also I entertained myself being a tourist taking pics of busses and such haha… When we got in it was very close and intimate. They played 3 songs acoustic and then time for signing. It was so quick. Aki talked swedish with me making me smile but the guards pretty much pushed me aside before I answered. Pauli and Eero I said nothing to. Then it was time to find the club. Outside Fopp we bumped into 4 guys giving us our demo and they followed us to Heaven. They were called Skarlett trip and yeah I was def eyeing up 2 of them lol. They wanted me to teach them swedish too haha. They had gotten there to see Backyard babies at the signing, but they had some troubles with the sounds so they never showed up. I don´t care too much for them, but could have been fun to talked my native language for once lol. We got to heaven pretty much when they opened the doors and I ended up like 7th row. When I am on my way in I bump into Katie that i have talked with on facebook and then I also got to hug my other english sis Kimmi. Was lot of fun…
Backyard was first up. Last time I saw them was in August here in Helsingborg with Takida. So brought me back some Takida memories (funny it is that time it was the other way around since  a guy who used to work with TR in 2003 then worked with Backyard) I haven´t seen Takida in ahem too long, but I am planning to see them maybe sooner than later ( next month) in yep Finland. Hmm Takida and TR seems to link together all the time. Anyway I hated that Backyard was first. I did want to see them too a bit, but wanted to see tr first and I just can´t stand so long. I felt so fucked up already when BB had finished I felt unsure i could stay more since my legs slowly went numb at me but gave it a go. I managed more than the half of it but went back for a beer a while and then went back in again after some sitting down. Soon I have to give this gig times up cryyyyyy

Then we met up with 2 of Sarahs other friends and we sat outside a while chatting, but then we went seperate ways and we also went home since Emma had to get back home so we had to get the last train home.

Friday we chilled and then Lou and Lorna came over (Sarahs best friends) and first we went to a nice resturant and then we went home to watch some movies and drinking some wine. And the rest of the weekend we really didnt do much. Monday we went to Hells cave. Pretty much a cave telling about West wycombes history. Pretty nice. Yeah and tuesday first we went by resturant with Mike (sarahs brother) mum and sarah and then it was time to go to the airport again. A last hug from Sarah and Michael and then off back to sweden.
Got home like midnight between tuesday and wednesday and spent lot of time resting and getting sick again. Why will this cold never leave me?
For those of you  who know me pics will come out on my faceboook/ myspace and for those of you who don´t.. sorry lol. If you ask nicely maybe I will give it to you. Now I am getting to bed… Feeling really sick now

And off I am

Just a very short update before I leave. I gotta be at the Kastrup airport by 6 (2 hours) then I will leave for a madness UK week. Can´t wait.
Last time I met sarah was when we went to Ankkarock together and that was 2006 so it has nearly been 3 years. I promise to write about everything when I come back on wednesday.

Take care all :hug:

Weekend

Ok haven´t put anything in here for a while, so thought I would put something up here. This weekend I spend some time with my mum and my cat in mums summerhouse. It was nice esp since I haven´t met Doris about 4 months. That cat is just soooo human, I swear she understands what you say.
Friday first she came to my job and then we went back to my house eating and then we left to a family mum knows. A girl who is just about half an year older than me and has just got her 5th child. Little Daniel 2 weeks old. Just soo adorable and cute. His tiny little fingers and nails sigh. Oh grr now I almost want a little one too hehe.
Saturday we had a pretty calm day in front of the fire drinking irish coffee and eating cookies just relaxing. Sunday we went over to mums neigbourhoods. An older couple who has 2 adorable dogs called Mitzi and Ronja so a  lot hugging them hehe.
Monday first we visited my grandfathers brother who had fell and broken his hipbone and now was in hospital in Ystad. Then we went to my mums cousin and her husband. They have 3 cats so nice cuddling there too. All relatives to my Doris. Tjoffe is her uncle and Lurven is son to Doris half sister and Usse is cousin to Doris. Yesterday we took it easy and then by 6 oclock I went back home to Helsingborg again and today I was at work and spend some time outside enjoying the spring. Now it is just a week until I leave for my week in UK. I am soo looking forward to it.

Insomnia striking bad.

Time is almost 4 here now. I promised to go to bed early. But I can´t… I have serious insomnia now. Yesterday I dozed off by 8 in the morning. I am tired, moody and extremly suicidal actually I try to stay strong and I do have a trip to UK to look forward to so I try to stay strong. I need sleep night all…

Magic night

Arghh I have too much to write down so I will sum it all up after I am coming home next week. Let´s just say it was fun and magical and they prooved me wrong since I started to doubt if they had gone divas and stuff. But they did prove me wrong yesterday. I took a lot of pics too. Hehe. About 150

I am sitting at the central station in Stockholm now feeling absolutely exhausted. I have been around and done some lurking around. Not bying something though. I still have 2 more gigs to go to. I am gonna go back to the hotel soon. It has a real nice wiew with the boat and the ocean just outside. And a nice club and resturant too. I will look at it tonight. Though I am gonna sleep early again. Tomorrow up by 6:30 again to discover Gothenburg hihi…

Stockholm here I come

I am sitting at the bus to stockholm now. Feels like I have been waiting for this forever. Half past 6 tomorrow morning I am there and then I have to look after the hotel and stuff. After that I’ll get something to eat. I will probably take a look at it too, but will do that more on friday. I decided for an extra day there and I will meet Zoofie there and prob also an old friend to the family. But tomorrow I will finally see the rasmus again. Yay! :):) seems like forever though I did saw them once last year. But other than that I have not seen them since Ankkarock 2006. So its forever Haha. Well now I will make it up seeing them 3 times in 5 days. Straight after stockholm I leave to the second biggest city here in Sweden. Yes Gothenburg. I will get there saturday, but not staying there so long. I just stay over 1 night. Sunday back a quick one to Helsingborg again and will sleep there over the night to see Rasmus again monday in Copenhagen. Yes busy days indeed. Will try and update it while I am still abroad, but not sure if I have time. Magdie happy happy.

Mummys little girl

This week mum was here. Basically my illness tired me so much so I begged her to come. Finally i am feeling little bit better, but my throat and coughing are still not completely ok yet. I have been sick 2 weeks now so I am pretty bored and feeling completly tired and worn out. But next week I
have a lot of things to do. I will travel around sweden for a couple of days to end my tour in Copenhagen between 22th and 26th this month. So yes I really had not time being sick so long. Have a lot to prepare. Anyway week with mum was ok. She helped me lot with cleaning, cooking and so. Thanks mum. Sometimes mums are ok I guess lol. And once again I found out for sure a friend is lying to me. Can you never trust anyone. I know I am sadly too naive and too easy to fool around. Though I say I don’t trust people easily which is true I also wanna believe good in everyone. Sadly in both friendship and especially in love this has led to me being totally fooled and out in the dark. Some honesty is it too much to ask? I have given up about love now, but a honest friend who will always tells me the truth even if the truth sadly is too painful sometimes. But still is it too much to ask?

Best of 2008 part 2

Music…

2008 were not as mad as 2007. I tried to be open minded and see bands I had never seen live before. Of course as they say “gammal kärlek rostar aldrig” and I saw my 2 long lasted fave music bands too.
New music I have discovered. Well neither of the bands are new. But I can say 3 bands I have started to like this year. In october a swedish band called Sugarplum fairy played here and since their support act was also something new I kinda had begun to like in the beginning of January so I went there and both Kid down and Sugaplum was great. Then Nikki also nagged a lot about this band called Kaizers orchestra. I decided to give them a try when they played at the festival here in Helsingborg. Dunno really what to say about the music. They mix everything and its funny, not sure I can call myself a huge fan. But they must been seen live really.
Best records: I have been too broke and too lazy buying really. Of course I bought both The rasmus and Keanes album. Something I have longed for a long time. The rasmus came first with Black roses. An album better than their last one, but it can never beat Dead letters. The same thing and the same mistake from Keane. With Perfect summatry they did a better album than Under the iron sea, but still they don´t reach the brillance of Hopes and fears. And the both band have gone more electronic too and i hate electronican music. Old rock music never dies so I hope they won´t change more until next record. Also I must say that a record I would like to get are from finnish band Automatic eye. I will get it somehow. I got to listen to it via myspace and even though most of the songs I had heard the new ones were really great too.
Best live experience: I could easily say that HIM at the Hultsfred festival were the best.Just because it´s one of the bands I have wanted to see live a long time.  I could say that Kaizers the first time I saw them live and they rocked the energy out of me are the best. I could say all the 7 Takida moments are the best. I have so many, but with a big chance sounding boring and closed I gotta say the Nibe festival and seeing The rasmus again after almost 3 years not seeing them.

Biggest celeberty crushes: I can say 2 expect den jävla finnen that alwasys stays in my heart. First one the sexy funny brother from the show Hanna Montana. A show I am surely at least 10 years too old for, but for a while this show made my days making me laugh and esp her brother Jackson (Jason Earles) made me die of laughter. Then we have the Hellraiser Geir Zahl. Just standing there beside him made my legs made of jelly.

Love of 2008. I dont fall in love easily, but when I do it will last a long time. Though I now realize being single is nice I can´t deny that the love of 2007 also have stayed this year.
Also I got in touch with my ex and deep inside I miss him

My music plans for 2009 will be: Obviously the start looks very good with 4 The rasmus gigs in the end of January. So many memories from the madness tour comes back

best of 2008 part 1

I begun writing this almost a week ago and been too sick to bother to write it down really. I am still sick but feeling a bit better, expect my coughing that never seems to stop… Anyway here ase some thoughts about my last year, so enjoy…

 

Life:
Friends. Of course my little sis Zoofie. We met two times this year and both times has been a lot of fun. Meg. Another girl I see as a little sister. Another year has sadly passed by without us meeting and without a doubt one of my biggest wishes is to meet her in 2009. Then we also have this crazy sicky wikki I have spent many late nights talking in phone with, having a really blast and wondered a lot of times how you can come so close to someone so different from you. Well he surely has made me a more open minded person and for a couple of years I would probably not cared enough or been afraid to talk to him. He might be hard to figure out and I have kinda given up, but deep inside he is one of the greatest persons I feel blessed to have in my life.

Winter moments: I say the beginning of 2008 and the trip to Rockbjörnen (swedish music award) thing I will never forget this traffic stocking, believing i never would get there, but I got a nice night to always remember with a lot of madness,fun, music and celebs.

Spring moment: I gotta say my birthday. Wasn´t really much of a fuss, but spending a nice day with my aunt and cousin with icecreams, nice food and company was really nice. I could also say 3 days before the 23rd of April getting to know a new cat that these people later took care of. Östen is a lovely cat even though as cute as Doris obviously.

Summer moments: Here I could go on forever. Spending some time at the beach here in Helsingborg was really nice, but I must say the Hultsfred festival. It´s very close to where I have grown up and one of Swedens biggest festivals so I am kinda ashamed to say I have never been there before. But all these late nights when my parents came to pick me up and seeing a lot of amazing bands live. Many I saw for the first time here. And I got to see Pete Doherty live haha. Ok you can say much about his personality, but musically he is a genious.

Fall moments: I dunno really. Should start writing a diary again since I have lost so many memories from the fall haha. But it was a kinda relaxed fall after a busy summer..

 

2 be continued

First days of 2009

Happ

Wishing you all a happy new 2009 with a lot of adventures, happiness joy and love.

I am still spending most of my time lying down. TThis cold won´t go away. I am freezing my ass off and coughing until it feels my heart follow out haha. I feel a better now, but I am still not fit. I have a whole apartment in full mess since I haven´t really felt good in 2 weeks. I must do something about it soon.
Ok well now back to rest again…. I just wanted to let you know i am alive haha…